Realization...

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something. They’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good. In reality, the only way a relationship will last is if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take. - Anthony Robins

It is hard to let go of things that seem to be a good thing in the present. It becomes even harder when these things are what you thought you always wanted. 
Since I was a little kid, I have dreamt about that special, handsome guy that would treat me like no one else has ever treated, that would do so many nice things that my heart could not stop smiling.

I love how God puts it in my heart that HE IS ENOUGH. I don't have to be with somebody because I am lonely or sad. I have God. That is enough. I know good things are in store for me and one day I will find my prince charming. But first, I need to remember that for a guy to have my heart, he needs to seek God's heart first.

I thank God for clearly showing me what to do in situations like these, for leading me and looking out for me.

Heavenly Daddy, thank you! Thank you for never letting me go, even when I'm at my worst. I ask that you keep shining your light upon me so that I will never stir away from your presence.