Coldplay - trouble

Oh, no, I see

The spider web is tangled up with me

And I lost my head

The thought of all the stupid things I'd said

Oh, no, what's this?

The spider web, and I'm caught in the middle

So I turn to run

And thought of all the stupid things I'd done

And I never meant to cause you trouble

I never meant to do you wrong

And, ah, well, if I ever caused you trouble

Oh, no I never meant to do you harm

Oh, no, I see

The spider web, and it's me in the middle

So I twist and turn

But here am I in my little bubble

Singing out

I never meant to cause you trouble

I never meant to do you wrong

And ah, well if I ever caused you trouble

Oh, no, I never meant to do you harm

They spun a web for me

They spun a web for me

They spun a web for me

I love how songs speak to me. Lately, this has been my source of inspiration to reflect on life.

This song came up on pandora today while I was doing several tasks on my computer.  It caught my attention when the singer kept repeating "I never meant to cause you trouble"... Hmmm. This seems to be a recurring issue in my life. I seem to say things and act  a certain way without meaning it. I say or do things that hurt others, but I don't mean it.
I also seem to find myself in a "spider web". Stuck. I am stuck, or should I say conflicted? I feel tangled in between two different outcomes I can take in my life. I think about it almost every day. I wonder what should I do? I ask around, but it doesn't seem like there is one right answer? I am confused, I am stuck in a spider web. Sometimes I feel like I am sure of what to do, but then my decision takes a 180º spin.