Thursday, April 19, 2012

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.

Fuck you. Seriously. I really do mean this. You're an asshole, an egotist who only thinks about your own ego and your stupid life. You don't care about anyone else around you. You're only interested in what's good for you. You have serious commitment issues and I now understand how none of your relationship ended in good terms. You're so cocky and selfish that you still think I want to get back together with you. You are so stupid and full yourself that it makes me laugh. I feel sorry for you.
You call yourself a christian and a good man but deep down, you're no more than a regular guy. You're like those guys who will hurt girls and won't give a shit about them. You got what you wanted and you ran away. Why was I so silly and blind to believe in all your lies? You put together this well-crafted mask that covered who you truly are but it has now dropped and I will never see you the way I used to.
All the time we spent together was the biggest lie of my life. You are such a good liar that even afterwards I believed that you were doing everything right. But now I see everything. You dressed yourself up as a sheep but deep down you're just the wolf in sheep's clothing. You're no less than an asshole, a douchebag, a son-of-a-bitch mother fucker. I truly regret all the tears that were shed for you.
I can't believe I once believed you were different than all of the other guys. All the stupid lies you told me seem so clear now. I can't believe how stupid I was to actually believe in you.
You live in your own little world thinking one day a goddess will come to you and you will be happily ever after. Guess what? I hope you die alone. You wasted and damaged forever the lives of probably many girls and you wasted the opportunity of being truly happy. I pray to God that He will make you learn the hardest way. I pray to God that a girl will do something as bad as all of you've done to other girls combined. That's the least you deserve.
I'm so silly to be trying to have a friendship with you. What the hell was I thinking? I want nothing but distance from a guy like you. You truly disgust me.
Do you feel like a man to be doing all you're doing? Because you're about one of the most immature guys I have ever seen. You're less than a man.

All I really wanna say is FUCK YOU, ASSHOLE. And thank you very much for making me come to this realization today.

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